Hi guys, I'm alive.

I almost died on Friday, not gonna lie. I had three tests. Three. And I was ready for my doom because it was my maths test, my science test and my biology test, and I'm pretty sure I flunked my maths one because as those who know me know, sometimes I forget how to count. (Mr. G is going to hold that against me FIVE EVER because I told him about it in Economics.)

However, I am alive, and the next time I will be close to dying is in a week, because exams are coming up. I have taken a lovely picture of my whiteboard, but it's not as beautiful as Kim's. You'll see why:

I can't rotate it because my phone is a stubborn idiot, but I think you get the drift. That's eight exams. And this is why I didn't want to show you the board, Kim. If you're reading this, I'm really sorry.

In this past week, my heart has calmed down after reading Anna and the French Kiss. It took a while, but I'm calming down. I started reading It's Kind of a Funny Story and The Fault In Our Stars. I think I'm going to try and finish TFIOS first because everyone's been telling me it's bloody amazing, and it's the weekend and I always finish John Green books on the weekend. So after doing some studying for the exams I have on Wednesday (read: Day of Hell), I might do a bit more reading.

Besides that, I haven't done anything particularly interesting, except I did do my economics presentation (but I'm pretty sure that was last week, but I don't even remember anymore) and someone told me I said 'um' 25 times. I'm very disappointed in myself, but it's not like I had any idea on what I was saying, anyway. Money confuses me, as does numbers. I don't understand them at all. I also did my essay, which I'm also confident I  did extremely bad in, but hopefully by some miracle, I get to pass. I have also done three bio SACs in one week and I just stop with the assessments please

Because I haven't been on Blogger too much lately, I caught up with my reading lists. My cousin's writing this story and it updated and I feel like I do when the best story in the world has updated on Wattpad. Like, I grinned and I tore through that thing like Percy and Thalia tear through cheeseburgers (I mean what) and basically YOU SHOULD ALL GO READ IT. NOW. Like I am talentless and I am a noob writer and my kuya is like...

Give me a minute. I'll be fine.

Anyway, despite ALL the exam revision and my non-talent, I'm beginning to rewrite a series of short stories I have and try and make them into a proper novel story thing. I'm probably gonna do something half-assed and give up, but you know, I'm trying. I even made a new character (her name was beautifully random named generated too) and I just need to get to work on it and sort out the universe and plots and things. So I might do that before I have to study negative gearing and whatnot.

This has been an extremely long blog post that I haven't read mored. I'm really sorry, but I suppose this doesn't spam your reading lists; it just spams my blog. This sounds extremely random and all, but this is because I have honestly no idea what to post because my life is boring and depressing and I can't.

And then once exam week is over it's work experience and I'm not quite sure how to feel about this.

... I need to stop because I have caused myself to overthink.

Yours in weirdness,

Tash.